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I'm Stacey and this is my blog.
This is just a place for me to be able to get out my boredom, rants and general pictures. A place to get away from my real life. A safe haven.
I hardly reblog anything, so everything is me.
I post random rant's about my day and life.
If you have any question just ask.

How do people just move out, find their own place and what not.
Because at the moment I am finding in fucking difficult.
I seriously just want to start looking outside of london.
Get as far away from this horrible place as possible.
I want to live by the sea, a nicer scenery and by the looks of it a hell of a lot cheaper.
Just the trouble of getting new jobs….

I hate everything at the moment.
Days are turning into a struggle at the moment, feeling a bit lost.
The uncertainty of moving or not moving is killing me.m
I just want my own place with Tom.
I don’t even care what it looks like anymore, just somewhere that will accept me, him and Cassie is all I ask for.
I wish I earned more money,this wouldn’t be a problem if we had serious amounts of money.

Fuck it all, I’m so tired of all this.

— 17 hours ago

I’m about 100% done with everything at the moment.
There is no winning so what is the point trying!

— 4 days ago
Can’t sleep, but I’m sort if glad that I can’t because look at this freaking amazing picture I took of the lightning!!!

Taken with an ipod, I’m pretty impressed with myself 😊

Can’t sleep, but I’m sort if glad that I can’t because look at this freaking amazing picture I took of the lightning!!!

Taken with an ipod, I’m pretty impressed with myself 😊

(Source: )

— 5 days ago with 1 note
#storm  #photography  #lightning 

I’ve had the shittest day today.
I literally just want to give up trying with everything.

Might not be able to move in with Tom now seeing as according to estate agents we ‘don’t earn enough’ and according to the housing office we ‘earn too much to get housing benefits’
WHAT THE FLYING FUCK!
I’ve cried way too many times today.
It’s not fair!
I just want to live in a place with my boyfriend so I can see him more then once a week and go to sleep next to him and have our own place together.
Why is this so hard!
It isn’t like we can’t afford rent and bills.

FUCK!!!!!

— 5 days ago
#it is the rich catering for the rich  #to poor for private renting  #to rich for housing benefits  #does that even make sense  #fucking fuck!  #i just want to live with my boyfriend  #tom 
My moving date is coming close and I am petrified.

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— 6 days ago
#stressed 

I want to get things off my chest but I don’t even know how to start so I just keep then bottled up.
And this is probably why I am so emotional.

— 1 week ago with 2 notes
Bring on the day when I don’t have to go to bed alone. 
#sosoon

Bring on the day when I don’t have to go to bed alone.
#sosoon

— 1 week ago
#sosoon 
I’m having to share my chair with a sleeping Simba. 
#cat #catsofinstagram

I’m having to share my chair with a sleeping Simba.
#cat #catsofinstagram

— 1 week ago
#catsofinstagram  #cat 
"Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering."
Nicole KraussThe History of Love. (via alexandertolentino)

(Source: feellng, via alexandertolentino)

— 1 week ago with 1789 notes
#reblog 

Tom is snoring and I can’t fall asleep.
My brain won’t stop thinking.
ARGH!!!!

— 2 weeks ago
#I might to snuggle up to him and hope for the best 
Notes like this shouldn’t have to be written at work. 
I feel sick to my stomach. 
I hope the fucker enjoys spending my money.

Notes like this shouldn’t have to be written at work.
I feel sick to my stomach.
I hope the fucker enjoys spending my money.

— 3 weeks ago

Feel shitty, ugly, fat.
And to top it all unappreciated at work.
So yeah thanks for that.
Because I want to carry on working my butt off for your company when I don’t get anything from it.
What a bunch of useless fucktards!

— 1 month ago
#im pissed off  #and sitting in bed crying for now reason  #what the fuck is wrong with me 

isurewin:

Newton Faulkner | Dream Catch Me

Stupidly crying as I listen to this.
I miss you Alastair so much!
It’s been nearly 4 years.

— 1 month ago with 54 notes
#reblog  #Newton Faulkner  #why can't I find the acoustic version anywhere