How do people just move out, find their own place and what not.
Because at the moment I am finding in fucking difficult.
I seriously just want to start looking outside of london.
Get as far away from this horrible place as possible.
I want to live by the sea, a nicer scenery and by the looks of it a hell of a lot cheaper.
Just the trouble of getting new jobs….
I hate everything at the moment.
Days are turning into a struggle at the moment, feeling a bit lost.
The uncertainty of moving or not moving is killing me.m
I just want my own place with Tom.
I don’t even care what it looks like anymore, just somewhere that will accept me, him and Cassie is all I ask for.
I wish I earned more money,this wouldn’t be a problem if we had serious amounts of money.
Fuck it all, I’m so tired of all this.
I’m about 100% done with everything at the moment.
There is no winning so what is the point trying!
Can’t sleep, but I’m sort if glad that I can’t because look at this freaking amazing picture I took of the lightning!!!
Taken with an ipod, I’m pretty impressed with myself 😊
I want to get things off my chest but I don’t even know how to start so I just keep then bottled up.
And this is probably why I am so emotional.
Bring on the day when I don’t have to go to bed alone.
"Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering."
Notes like this shouldn’t have to be written at work.
I feel sick to my stomach.
I hope the fucker enjoys spending my money.