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I'm Stacey and this is my blog.
This is just a place for me to be able to get out my boredom, rants and general pictures. A place to get away from my real life. A safe haven.
I hardly reblog anything, so everything is me.
I post random rant's about my day and life.
If you have any question just ask.

I miss my perfectly round Cassie!

The only problem of moving is that I miss my kitty so freaking much!!!

I miss my perfectly round Cassie!

The only problem of moving is that I miss my kitty so freaking much!!!
— 15 hours ago with 1 note
#cat  #cassie  #kitty  #i miss her so much  #especially when i am home alone  #there is no one to talk to  #or sing to  #or judge me on my dancing 

I’ve been living with Tom for a month now and it just feels so right, I haven’t once really missed home.
And every time I have a crappy day at work I can’t wait to go home to Tom, to our little home.
We are also coming very close to our 2 year anniversary.
It is mad to think we have been together for that long.
It feels longer some days and new and fresh other days.
Everyday with him is a treat.

I’ve recently been hearing a lot from a friend at work about her relationship with her ‘long-term’ boyfriend that is going to pot.
And I can’t help but be thankful that me and Tom have never had a problem.

I know it is soppy and all but I really think I have found the one person that I want to spend the rest of my life with.
He is everything I have wanted and more.
He knows how to pull me out of my grumpiest of moods and make me smile.
He makes me feel like the happiest girl in the planet with just one kiss.
I can’t wait to go to the next steps with him.
To enjoy the rest of my life with him.
I don’t know what I would do without him.
I love him so much!

— 17 hours ago
#tom  #this has been a soppy post  #sorry if you puked 
I regret not wearing a coat now, I’m stuck frozen waiting for a train that won’t get me home until 9pm. 
I just want a nice how shower and a cuddle! 
I could really do with a cigarette at the moment!

I regret not wearing a coat now, I’m stuck frozen waiting for a train that won’t get me home until 9pm.
I just want a nice how shower and a cuddle!
I could really do with a cigarette at the moment!

— 1 week ago
#train  #I've only got a thin jumper on  #so cold 
Nice cup of tea and some yummy pop tarts. 
Now it’s time to catch up on doctor who!

Nice cup of tea and some yummy pop tarts.
Now it’s time to catch up on doctor who!

— 1 week ago
#tea  #poptarts  #doctor who 
Ginger again. 
How long it is going to last, I have no freaking clue!!
Wish it could be permanent
#ginger

Ginger again.
How long it is going to last, I have no freaking clue!!
Wish it could be permanent
#ginger

— 2 weeks ago
#ginger  #me 

I absolutely love living with Tom, but omfg I hate not having the internet.
Only one more week left and then I can finally rejoin tumblr and watch Netflix.
You don’t realise how much of a necessity the internet is until it has gone.

— 3 weeks ago
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Robin Williams didn’t die from suicide. I only just heard the sad, sad news of Robin Williams’s death. My wife sent me a message to tell me he had died, and, when I asked her what he died from, she told me something that nobody in the news seems to be talking about.

When people die from cancer, their cause of death can be various horrible things – seizure, stroke, pneumonia – and when someone dies after battling cancer, and people ask “How did they die?”, you never hear anyone say “pulmonary embolism”, the answer is always “cancer”. A Pulmonary Embolism can be the final cause of death with some cancers, but when a friend of mine died from cancer, he died from cancer. That was it. And when I asked my wife what Robin Williams died from, she, very wisely, replied “Depression”.

The word “suicide” gives many people the impression that “it was his own decision,” or “he chose to die, whereas most people with cancer fight to live.” And, because Depression is still such a misunderstood condition, you can hardly blame people for not really understanding. Just a quick search on Twitter will show how many people have little sympathy for those who commit suicide…

But, just as a Pulmonary Embolism is a fatal symptom of cancer, suicide is a fatal symptom of Depression. Depression is an illness, not a choice of lifestyle. You can’t just “cheer up” with depression, just as you can’t choose not to have cancer. When someone commits suicide as a result of Depression, they die from Depression – an illness that kills millions each year. It is hard to know exactly how many people actually die from Depression each year because the figures and statistics only seem to show how many people die from “suicide” each year (and you don’t necessarily have to suffer Depression to commit suicide, it’s usually just implied). But considering that one person commits suicide every 14 minutes in the US alone, we clearly need to do more to battle this illness, and the stigmas that continue to surround it. Perhaps Depression might lose some its “it was his own fault” stigma, if we start focussing on the illness, rather than the symptom. Robin Williams didn’t die from suicide. He died from Depression*. It wasn’t his choice to suffer that.

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Tom Clempsom (via mollyfamous)

this is so wise. 

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— 1 month ago with 173416 notes

noten:

I really can’t wait for winter because then I can start wearing the other 97% of my clothes

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— 1 month ago with 355201 notes
#reblog  #true 

It’s been a roller-coaster of emotions today.

Firstly I burnt my hand - I was heating up some baby food for a customer, when I took it out of the microwave it was bubbling so I thought ‘let me put it on a plate so I don’t burn my fingers’
Started to walk out the kitchen and slipped on the wet floor (no signage!!!)
Causing the baby food to fall right into the palm of my hand.
I was in shock for about 20mins I couldn’t stop shaking and I just kept tearing up.
The pain was horrendous.

Then I had the best conversation with Tom about a potential flat he was viewing today.
It sounds absolutely perfect and we’ve made an offer on it.
So I’m officially moving in with my boyfriend on the 18th 😀😀😀

And then when I got home after going out after work for a couple of drinks to tell my parents the good news.
I get told my mum finally found out if she was going to be sacked or not because of an incident at work.
She got sacked!
Now I don’t know if it is going to be finically terrible for them if I move out, but at the same time I want to go and be an adult with my own flat.

Today had been weird!

— 1 month ago

I’m slightly drunkish but it was so helpful and enlightening talking to my best friend tonight about all the crap that is going on in my life and stuff about Alastair and depression.
It was nice to just kick back, relax and have a drink and talk about stuff.
It was very enlightening and I am so happy that we spoke about it because it makes me look at things in a new perspective.

It made me think and evaluate how I had been viewing things lately.

And maybe giving a new light to a situation I didn’t think I could handle.

— 1 month ago

How do people just move out, find their own place and what not.
Because at the moment I am finding in fucking difficult.
I seriously just want to start looking outside of london.
Get as far away from this horrible place as possible.
I want to live by the sea, a nicer scenery and by the looks of it a hell of a lot cheaper.
Just the trouble of getting new jobs….

I hate everything at the moment.
Days are turning into a struggle at the moment, feeling a bit lost.
The uncertainty of moving or not moving is killing me.m
I just want my own place with Tom.
I don’t even care what it looks like anymore, just somewhere that will accept me, him and Cassie is all I ask for.
I wish I earned more money,this wouldn’t be a problem if we had serious amounts of money.

Fuck it all, I’m so tired of all this.

— 2 months ago

I’m about 100% done with everything at the moment.
There is no winning so what is the point trying!

— 2 months ago
Can’t sleep, but I’m sort if glad that I can’t because look at this freaking amazing picture I took of the lightning!!!

Taken with an ipod, I’m pretty impressed with myself 😊

Can’t sleep, but I’m sort if glad that I can’t because look at this freaking amazing picture I took of the lightning!!!

Taken with an ipod, I’m pretty impressed with myself 😊

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— 2 months ago with 1 note
#storm  #photography  #lightning