I’m really fucking upset at the moment.
One, because I am sick and I hate it.
And two, because I have to go to work tomorrow.
I know that what I need at the moment is rest, and yet I am going to be going to work tomorrow.
Which requires me to stand all freaking day long, use energy I don’t have at the moment and be happy which I really don’t feel at the moment.
Plus I’m going to be around children which means more germs coming my way.
And it isn’t like I can just take the day off of work, because I need the money.
Why does it always come down to the fact that you have to choose between money and health and no matter what you can have both.
I can either go to work and die a little inside, and just have a god awful day.
Or I can rest in bed and worry about money and how I have just wasted a day being a fucking lazy slob who happens to be a little bit ill.