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I'm Stacey and this is my blog.
This is just a place for me to be able to get out my boredom, rants and general pictures. A place to get away from my real life. A safe haven.
I hardly reblog anything, so everything is me.
I post random rant's about my day and life.
If you have any question just ask.

It’s been a roller-coaster of emotions today.

Firstly I burnt my hand - I was heating up some baby food for a customer, when I took it out of the microwave it was bubbling so I thought ‘let me put it on a plate so I don’t burn my fingers’
Started to walk out the kitchen and slipped on the wet floor (no signage!!!)
Causing the baby food to fall right into the palm of my hand.
I was in shock for about 20mins I couldn’t stop shaking and I just kept tearing up.
The pain was horrendous.

Then I had the best conversation with Tom about a potential flat he was viewing today.
It sounds absolutely perfect and we’ve made an offer on it.
So I’m officially moving in with my boyfriend on the 18th ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€

And then when I got home after going out after work for a couple of drinks to tell my parents the good news.
I get told my mum finally found out if she was going to be sacked or not because of an incident at work.
She got sacked!
Now I don’t know if it is going to be finically terrible for them if I move out, but at the same time I want to go and be an adult with my own flat.

Today had been weird!

— 1 day ago

I’m slightly drunkish but it was so helpful and enlightening talking to my best friend tonight about all the crap that is going on in my life and stuff about Alastair and depression.
It was nice to just kick back, relax and have a drink and talk about stuff.
It was very enlightening and I am so happy that we spoke about it because it makes me look at things in a new perspective.

It made me think and evaluate how I had been viewing things lately.

And maybe giving a new light to a situation I didn’t think I could handle.

— 6 days ago

How do people just move out, find their own place and what not.
Because at the moment I am finding in fucking difficult.
I seriously just want to start looking outside of london.
Get as far away from this horrible place as possible.
I want to live by the sea, a nicer scenery and by the looks of it a hell of a lot cheaper.
Just the trouble of getting new jobs….

I hate everything at the moment.
Days are turning into a struggle at the moment, feeling a bit lost.
The uncertainty of moving or not moving is killing me.m
I just want my own place with Tom.
I don’t even care what it looks like anymore, just somewhere that will accept me, him and Cassie is all I ask for.
I wish I earned more money,this wouldn’t be a problem if we had serious amounts of money.

Fuck it all, I’m so tired of all this.

— 1 week ago

Iโ€™m about 100% done with everything at the moment.
There is no winning so what is the point trying!

— 2 weeks ago
Can’t sleep, but I’m sort if glad that I can’t because look at this freaking amazing picture I took of the lightning!!!

Taken with an ipod, I’m pretty impressed with myself ๐Ÿ˜Š

Canโ€™t sleep, but Iโ€™m sort if glad that I canโ€™t because look at this freaking amazing picture I took of the lightning!!!

Taken with an ipod, Iโ€™m pretty impressed with myself ๐Ÿ˜Š

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— 2 weeks ago with 1 note
#storm  #photography  #lightning 

I’ve had the shittest day today.
I literally just want to give up trying with everything.

Might not be able to move in with Tom now seeing as according to estate agents we ‘don’t earn enough’ and according to the housing office we ‘earn too much to get housing benefits’
WHAT THE FLYING FUCK!
I’ve cried way too many times today.
It’s not fair!
I just want to live in a place with my boyfriend so I can see him more then once a week and go to sleep next to him and have our own place together.
Why is this so hard!
It isn’t like we can’t afford rent and bills.

FUCK!!!!!

— 2 weeks ago
#it is the rich catering for the rich  #to poor for private renting  #to rich for housing benefits  #does that even make sense  #fucking fuck!  #i just want to live with my boyfriend  #tom 
My moving date is coming close and I am petrified.

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— 2 weeks ago
#stressed 

I want to get things off my chest but I don’t even know how to start so I just keep then bottled up.
And this is probably why I am so emotional.

— 2 weeks ago with 2 notes
Bring on the day when I don’t have to go to bed alone. 
#sosoon

Bring on the day when I don’t have to go to bed alone.
#sosoon

— 2 weeks ago
#sosoon 
I’m having to share my chair with a sleeping Simba. 
#cat #catsofinstagram

I’m having to share my chair with a sleeping Simba.
#cat #catsofinstagram

— 2 weeks ago
#catsofinstagram  #cat 
"Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering."
Nicole Krauss,ย The History of Love. (via alexandertolentino)

(Source: feellng, via alexandertolentino)

— 3 weeks ago with 1789 notes
#reblog 

Tom is snoring and I can’t fall asleep.
My brain won’t stop thinking.
ARGH!!!!

— 3 weeks ago
#I might to snuggle up to him and hope for the best 
Notes like this shouldn’t have to be written at work. 
I feel sick to my stomach. 
I hope the fucker enjoys spending my money.

Notes like this shouldn’t have to be written at work.
I feel sick to my stomach.
I hope the fucker enjoys spending my money.

— 1 month ago